Difference.

Yea I changed a lot, since the 1st post until now.
Maybe you can't see it, but I can feel that I started to grow more and more
at least my mind is much more matured, although I'm still like to emo -__-
I know it can't help really, but that's the only way I used to it
I laughed on my last posts, well it's kinda weird and funny you ever seen in my blog.
I love the me on present,
yet I didn't say I hate the past me.
It's kinda revolution on myself, that you guys won't realize it.
Seems nothing changed until he appears in front of me..
Well as I said, I'm very appreciate what I have now
Yeah I am, I have someone to love now, and he's the one I am going to love..
forever I guess? haha

It's hard to describe now, I even barely tell how am I feel.
But one thing for sure is, I miss him everyday. :)
As I said, I hate missing someone I really care about,
but what to do, that's the only way to keep in my mind.
If I must say,
I already addicted with him.
I should have write a more appropriate post but hmm..
end up sorta jerky post.

hahahaha
but it's okay, no one is gonna look here right,
even some of my friends, but not much
I can write whenever I want to. :)

Anniversary I should say? :D

Hmm seriously yesterday is not the real day to say we're already going through 3 month so far, well as you and me know, the big day is actually on 31st. :D



But I don't care, I just wanna say



Happy 3 month anniversary!!! ^__^

Too bad we still haven't have any photos we took together, due to we're in busy state now..
Nevermind, we still will get chances to take together :D

Officially says: I love this guy :)


*Gosh I was surprised when he tells that he subscribed my blog secretly **again**

Sorta big-day :D

10 more days :)
Stay tuned. *I am talking to myself now haha*

People are expecting high from me
yet I crushed their hope (almost)
Felt like doing nothing proud since the day I come in this college..



Uh, never mind me.
I always that suxk.
Always.

Another random posts. xoxo

uh..
SINCE WHEN MY BLOG WATCHED BY SO MANY PEOPLE????


wow, the last time i updated my blog is about few months ago *sorry of being lazy xD* what I remember is only 3k+ people watched my blog,
and i never realized that sooo many people watched here.
Cool x)

An outing at Times Square.

Well guysss,
I'm sorry that I didnt update my blog for so long haha.
Just dunno why I have NO MOOD at all to update my blog.
Anyway, last few weeks ago outing with alex, i think i can post this as well :D

Well we went Times Square for a movie, and to meet up with him as well.
I never see him since the last year before breakup.
* uhm, i break up with him in sms aka phone -__- *

Anyway I was late to there.




I always late to Times Square, I don't know why also =__=
and we went there to buy tickets for the coming movie, actually we already mentioned that what movie we're going to watch that time, but because of my lateness *sorrryyyy!* and we change another movie.
The accident, starring by Louis Koo and Richie Jen.

Uhm I'm not going to tell the sypnosis(again) because this movie showed for quite sometime.
After this we went McD instead of Marrybrown, he'll sure blame me because he's going to broke on the coming semester if we go for Marrybrown hahaha.


**P/S He is not my boyfriend, but he was my ex. no offense tho.

I ask him to wear this jacket, look more yeng although is hot enough xD

when he's searching his bluetooth. lol
*arhh where's my bluetooth??*

Me looking on his phone, uh forgot what is the brand XD

2 phone with him, RICH!

grabbing his bag cuz got another nice phone inside XP

POSER SIAL! X)

Nah u see, auntie's shoe.
hahahahahahahahahahaha I was keep laughing when he wears that.*shhhh

McD I <3>

Me :)

looking on phone again teehehee.

trying to get a nice one.

sheesh i was about to away just now. luckily got a good one :D

final pic of this post :)
*photos are not in proper line. hehehe*

Oh yea, after we had our "uber" camwhore time nearby toilet (yea the place we camwhored was just beside toilet XD) we straight away go home lar, and while we walk through the escalator, I heard a voice which is familiar with me, sounds like my dad.
And WE actually saw my dad sitting at his shop discussing something with his client.
WOOOOOOTTTTT!!!!


We rushed to escalator without any doubt so that my dad won't seeing me that I WAS IN TIMES SQUARE on that timing haha.

Phew, that was close tho. *wink

Anyway I had fun on that day too, we keep gossiping on each others' people we like XD
and I am happy for him because he seems officially courting a girl which from UTAR hahahaha
Wish him luck! :)

Recommended movie ( without synopsis lol)

I recommend this movie.
Up by Pixar.
:)

I don't want to mention alot about this movie, watch it then you will know! (In fact i'm lazy to write that haha!)
But seriously, I love the story, I love the message this movie brought to me, I think i love this because I also hope that I can have that kind of superb love story too haha.
I'm so envy with both of them, they still can so loving each other even they are old.. and I wonder whether I can find the same person which can give up his dream and lives with me on a 'happily ever after' life..
And yea, I'm still waiting :)