My dearest secret place.

Him

2011-10-31T19:08:00.000+08:00

I'm a girl who likes to look back in life.

2011-10-31T17:54:00.001+08:00

Realize that love is a fantasy, and the world is realist. You just got to deal with it proportionately when you have fantasy and realist at the same time.

I'm not.

谢谢你

2011-02-04T23:00:00.003+08:00

谢谢你
让我感觉到开始喜欢上一个人的时候

谢谢你
让我感觉到我喜欢你到快疯了

谢谢你
让我知道暗恋的苦涩

谢谢你
让我感觉到第一次表白的时候

谢谢你
让我感觉到爱情的喜悦

谢谢你
让我知道就算真心去对待一个人，
那个人也不会真心对待回你，
还占你便宜

谢谢你
让我感觉到不遵守诺言，
被骗，
被背叛的时候

谢谢你
让我感觉到第一次被喜欢的人牵手，
紧紧不放的时候

谢谢你
让我知道若对方没有感觉是行不下去的

谢谢你
让我感觉到被甩,
还是莫名其妙的时候

谢谢你
让我感觉到思念一个人的时候

谢谢你
让我认识到世外的人十个有八个不是好的

谢谢你
让我感觉到亲一个人的时候

谢谢你
让我感觉到被深爱的时候

谢谢你
让我感觉到原来爱上一个人，
你可以什么都不管，
他的事你却都要去管

谢谢你
让我感觉到我的世界都在为你而转绕

谢谢你
让我听到只为我弹奏的音乐

谢谢你
让我感觉到当爱上一个人，
却为了他而哭泣的时候

谢谢你
让我继续继续的爱着你

谢谢你
帮我纠正所遇到的问题

谢谢你
为了我付出了那么多

Sometimes.

2011-02-04T22:39:00.003+08:00

Sometimes,
I wish to jump into sea
hoping no one saving me
and I'll fall into a deep,
deep part of the ocean.

Sometimes,
I wish myself to have wings
hoping no one will jealous on me
and I'll fly as far as I want,
As fast as I could.

NO-Life

2010-11-25T08:46:00.003+08:00

After had some blog walking on few friends of mine,
I feel lifeless.
Great.

你

2010-11-11T13:45:00.005+08:00

我已经很久没有你的消息

不晓得你还记得我吗？

还记得我们在一起的时候

我们东奔西跑

不知道天高地厚

你走到哪里，我就跟到哪里

校园后面，

厕所里面，

办公室内；

没有一个地方是没有一起去过的

当时我记得是真的很爱很爱和你在一起

只不过时间是残酷的

我转校的时间仅仅那一两个月

那时候又笨笨的

没有向你拿电话号码

就这样

我们就这样失去了联络

我试着找你以前住家，

后来得知你也在我转校后不久也搬家了

十一年前我们在同一间小学说再见

十一年后还能再见吗？

我们

是否能再相遇？

2010-10-25T09:41:00.004+08:00

Life can becomes even beautiful

with software we're having on these days

with variation of music you can name it

with people who appreciates what they have currently

with happy memories you almost forgotten last time

with colourful balloons surrounding you

past that makes you grow

we're going through almost the same procedure

only with different story

Let us create more interesting stories

shall we? :)

2010-10-15T10:17:00.001+08:00

我很白痴哦？
这样简单的东西可以每天让我很幸福
你看
我又再傻笑了

呵呵呵呵呵呵呵呵呵

^_________________^

:)

2010-10-15T09:58:00.000+08:00

I'm the lucky ones i guess.
Because he had chosen to endure the pain but not run away :)

漩涡

2010-10-05T18:29:00.004+08:00

我往下掉

掉到不知名的漩涡里

我看到你正在挣扎着

正想摆脱里头的漩涡

我猛想起当年的你是不屑这一切

当初为了什么你愿意跌下这旋涡

而现在却拼命拉回自己去到地面上

你的眼神看着我

用期待的眼神

盼望我把你救起来

我微微笑着摇头

无能为力地看着你

因为

我会跌得比你更深

无法自拔的漩涡里

语言

2010-10-05T17:54:00.006+08:00

从来都没有预料到会这样
想也不敢想
他的负担
看起来越来越重了
你还好像小孩子气一样不管不睬
不知道该说什么好
人到了一个极限
会什么都不理了？
什么都不去管了？
你依然是那么的固执
而他
依然地顺从你的意思
尽量让你过得开心点
不过
你是个永远得不到满足的人
一而再再而三的要求
要不是他疼爱你
我看别人是吃不消这种折磨
这不是表面上
而是内心的折磨
谁能明白？

谁还能明白当事人的心情？
没有。
别人所说的明白
都是瞎说而已
都是为了讨好你
你看吧
世界是残酷的
当世界有名的人过世了
别人当神来拜
当街边的乞丐过世了
一眼都不去望望
是世界把我们变得残酷
变得无耻
为了什么？

我想你们也大概懂
我们是同类
自己的事自己知道

Talks about fashion.

2010-08-19T16:15:00.004+08:00

Are you still going to wear a famous shirt like Prada, Gucci which is having superb design like this?

and guess what, above this cost around 1k per T-shirt.
Oh well, I guess they are having too much money don't know how to use it.
(They are famous tho)

Please enjoy your 1K Polo shirt! Don't even spill anything on it! :D

Cmolpatsni.

2010-08-19T16:04:00.003+08:00

I DON'T LIKE TO LOOK AT EM!
AND PLEASE, DON'T MAKE ME HATE THEM!
THEY ARE SERIOUSLY LOOK DOWN ON PEOPLE!
SO JUST LEAVE US ALONE! WHY SHOULD YOU COME AND SHOW YOURSELF?
NON OF YOUR BUSINESS BUSYBODY.

BLAH.

你，怎么做？

2010-07-05T08:42:00.003+08:00

望着蔚蓝的天空

隐约地看到了自己自由自在地飞翔着

仿佛好像鸟儿一样

看着自己渐渐张开了翅膀

正要献出自己最耀眼的一面时

眼前出现了你从来没有去注意过的人

苦苦哀求说你别走，

留下来，好吗？

你望着那个人

那悲哀的眼神

你会追求你梦寐以求的

当上永远自由自在的你

还是

你是否会留下来呢？

2010-05-07T16:20:00.002+08:00

：拜托！

：你别睡！

：快！急救箱拿过来！

：怎么救护车还没来？去催催他们啊！

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恋（2)

2010-05-07T16:13:00.002+08:00

啊！！！！！！！

救护车！救护车！
有谁通知了救护车？

恋

2010-05-07T15:38:00.004+08:00

这叫暗恋吗？

看着你在身旁走过

我的心跳加速百倍

你以淡淡的笑容回我

你知道吗

当时我是多么的开心

让我觉得你心里有我的存在

让我觉得是活着的

再看看自己，

手里仍然紧紧地握住沾了血的信封

一封告白信

眼看就快要到你家门口

不争气的身体已经开始倒下

脸满血液的我

已经撑不下去了

我还不想死...

我想要和你活下辈子......

我..

单恋你很久了

你听得到吗？

Life.

2010-04-29T18:09:00.003+08:00

Life can be very boring

Life can be adventurous

Life can be somewhat meaningful

Life can be a miracle

Life can be very happy or sad

Life can be in a disappointment

Life can be full of hope

Life can be much more than you can think with.

It's depends how you deal with life.

How I deal with myself?

You'll see.

Lifetime.

2010-03-22T13:07:00.002+08:00

Let me ask you something.

Will you spend your life for another 60 years

or probably 70 years on the same person?

I wonder.

2010-03-19T16:14:00.002+08:00

天翻地覆

我就喜欢。

倾家荡产

我也愿意。

你可否知道

我什么都可以放弃，

就是你我舍不得。

看到你的沮丧

我就开始责怪自己，
为何就不能再迁就一下呢？

你的离去

我真的后悔为什么当时不纳留你

不好好珍惜你。

也有可能你根本就不理会我的哀求

离我而去。

每一天

都盼望着你的到来。

也带来了每一天的失望。

我真的好怕

至我亲爱的叶子；

请你不要再离开我
好吗？

2010-03-06T00:51:00.002+08:00

看着你的前进
使我感到更加的失落

你为了我
做出不可思议的东西
连我自己也被吓倒

我可没为你做些什么伟大的事情
很是非常的失落

我愿意为你做任何事
不过看来
我还不是很有能力去办一些我不熟悉的事

看着你
有多么意想不到的幸福
望着你的行动
也一点一点的带来了伤感
而我
看着自己慢慢地衰退
不过一切为了你
这还是值得的

看着你的离去
使我更加的舍不得
眼泪都快要流出来了
我就只想要跟你永远在一起

忘了，
我是流不出眼泪的

我只是平平凡凡的一棵树
而你
是永远都会和风一起的树叶

This is what we called 'friends'.

2009-12-22T00:50:00.003+08:00

Hey people.
It's quite some time that I never blog so far. Well I just wanna tell that some type of friends are usually sucks.

Yes they are, they seems very friendly in front of you, but they might talk lots of bad stuff behind of you.. or they actually don't even wanna talk to you but just because of keeping their 'face'. Who knows? Oh c'mon, we aren't small girls or boys anymore right, we are going to adult world next year but still act like lil child, never grown up people. ish.

Think people think.
Think how you'll will feel if someone did the same thing to you.

People always did that, No offence but I gotta say, I really appreciate those people are true friends to me, other than that, get lost please if you don't want to start a fight.

Duh.

I said that because it somehow reminds me of someone talking rubbish to me, nonsense. I used to like them, used to missed them, but ever since that time, I started not to talk to them, as far as I can avoid. Yea they are lovely and friendly while is in a group, I don't fancy.

Nevermind me if you don't understand what am I trying to say, in fact I'm not sure am I using the right sentence to tell.

Bye guys.

PS* I ain't angry, I just telling what I feel. No offense tho :)

Difference.

2009-12-05T09:52:00.005+08:00

Yea I changed a lot, since the 1st post until now.
Maybe you can't see it, but I can feel that I started to grow more and more
at least my mind is much more matured, although I'm still like to emo -__-
I know it can't help really, but that's the only way I used to it
I laughed on my last posts, well it's kinda weird and funny you ever seen in my blog.
I love the me on present,
yet I didn't say I hate the past me.
It's kinda revolution on myself, that you guys won't realize it.
Seems nothing changed until he appears in front of me..
Well as I said, I'm very appreciate what I have now
Yeah I am, I have someone to love now, and he's the one I am going to love..
forever I guess? haha

It's hard to describe now, I even barely tell how am I feel.
But one thing for sure is, I miss him everyday. :)
As I said, I hate missing someone I really care about,
but what to do, that's the only way to keep in my mind.
If I must say,
I already addicted with him.
I should have write a more appropriate post but hmm..
end up sorta jerky post.

hahahaha
but it's okay, no one is gonna look here right,
even some of my friends, but not much
I can write whenever I want to. :)

Anniversary I should say? :D

2009-12-02T08:19:00.002+08:00

Hmm seriously yesterday is not the real day to say we're already going through 3 month so far, well as you and me know, the big day is actually on 31st. :D

But I don't care, I just wanna say

Happy 3 month anniversary!!! ^__^

Too bad we still haven't have any photos we took together, due to we're in busy state now..
Nevermind, we still will get chances to take together :D

Officially says: I love this guy :)

*Gosh I was surprised when he tells that he subscribed my blog secretly **again**

Sorta big-day :D

2009-11-20T11:24:00.000+08:00

10 more days :)
Stay tuned. *I am talking to myself now haha*

2009-10-24T09:19:00.002+08:00

People are expecting high from me
yet I crushed their hope (almost)
Felt like doing nothing proud since the day I come in this college..

Uh, never mind me.
I always that suxk.
Always.

Another random posts. xoxo

2009-10-20T17:45:00.005+08:00

uh..
SINCE WHEN MY BLOG WATCHED BY SO MANY PEOPLE????

wow, the last time i updated my blog is about few months ago *sorry of being lazy xD* what I remember is only 3k+ people watched my blog,
and i never realized that sooo many people watched here.
Cool x)

An outing at Times Square.

2009-10-20T11:16:00.011+08:00

Well guysss,
I'm sorry that I didnt update my blog for so long haha.
Just dunno why I have NO MOOD at all to update my blog.
Anyway, last few weeks ago outing with alex, i think i can post this as well :D

Well we went Times Square for a movie, and to meet up with him as well.
I never see him since the last year before breakup.
* uhm, i break up with him in sms aka phone -__- *

Anyway I was late to there.

I always late to Times Square, I don't know why also =__=
and we went there to buy tickets for the coming movie, actually we already mentioned that what movie we're going to watch that time, but because of my lateness *sorrryyyy!* and we change another movie.
The accident, starring by Louis Koo and Richie Jen.

Uhm I'm not going to tell the sypnosis(again) because this movie showed for quite sometime.
After this we went McD instead of Marrybrown, he'll sure blame me because he's going to broke on the coming semester if we go for Marrybrown hahaha.

**P/S He is not my boyfriend, but he was my ex. no offense tho.

I ask him to wear this jacket, look more yeng although is hot enough xD

when he's searching his bluetooth. lol
*arhh where's my bluetooth??*

Me looking on his phone, uh forgot what is the brand XD

2 phone with him, RICH!

grabbing his bag cuz got another nice phone inside XP

POSER SIAL! X)

Nah u see, auntie's shoe.
hahahahahahahahahahaha I was keep laughing when he wears that.*shhhh

McD I <3>

Me :)

looking on phone again teehehee.

trying to get a nice one.

sheesh i was about to away just now. luckily got a good one :D

final pic of this post :)
*photos are not in proper line. hehehe*

Oh yea, after we had our "uber" camwhore time nearby toilet (yea the place we camwhored was just beside toilet XD) we straight away go home lar, and while we walk through the escalator, I heard a voice which is familiar with me, sounds like my dad.
And WE actually saw my dad sitting at his shop discussing something with his client.
WOOOOOOTTTTT!!!!

We rushed to escalator without any doubt so that my dad won't seeing me that I WAS IN TIMES SQUARE on that timing haha.

Phew, that was close tho. *wink

Anyway I had fun on that day too, we keep gossiping on each others' people we like XD
and I am happy for him because he seems officially courting a girl which from UTAR hahahaha
Wish him luck! :)

Recommended movie ( without synopsis lol)

2009-08-30T02:00:00.004+08:00

I recommend this movie.
Up by Pixar.
:)

I don't want to mention alot about this movie, watch it then you will know! (In fact i'm lazy to write that haha!)
But seriously, I love the story, I love the message this movie brought to me, I think i love this because I also hope that I can have that kind of superb love story too haha.
I'm so envy with both of them, they still can so loving each other even they are old.. and I wonder whether I can find the same person which can give up his dream and lives with me on a 'happily ever after' life..
And yea, I'm still waiting :)

Let me out of here.

2009-08-09T10:17:00.004+08:00

EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO
EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO
EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO
EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO
EMO EM
EMO EM
EMO EM
EMO EM
EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO
EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO
EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO
EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO
EMO EM
EMO EM
EMO EM
EMO EM
EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO
EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO
EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO
EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO M O

I'm fcuking retarded while doing this shietty post.
OK. back to my stupid project again.

Life.

2009-08-03T16:50:00.002+08:00

People out there,
tell ya something.
I AM IN LOVE.

Sheesh....
I know this is quite lame hahahahahaa
But believe it or not is up to you.
this is for the sake updating this blog.
See you folks. :D

2009-07-17T08:58:00.001+08:00

When love comes
you will soon realize
that is not only your responsibility
to take care on a person
but it becomes part of your life.

a happy birthday to myself! =D

2009-06-18T11:48:00.004+08:00

olympus competition over, my birthday over
without celebration =__=
and so after the presentation, i treat myself a nice spaghetti at ming tien restaurant *swt hor*
but i quite surprise that worker give me extra topping for my spaghetti and extra mayonnaise on french fries ( i will die of fatness!) and of coz i happy la, someone 'know' ytd was my birthday and give me a small surprise. =D

er actually that worker dun even noe who i am. tsk tsk

me and sue yee went shopping after that, sue yee intend to bring me to choose colours i can wear on. so we go in and out on shops alot. xD

uhm, one of my dress trying session. =D

you see, i keep change and change and change clothes u know? and sue yee keep finds which colours exactly suits me, she currently doing some experiments whether i am a spring, summer, autumn and winter kind of skin colour. kononnya if i wear the right colour i will look very nice. lol and she was so damn confuse with my skin colour hahahaha.
honestly i was soo tired yesterday, because of my killing high heel's fault. ish. luckily i bring another pair of spare sandals along, if not i will die of keep shopping with my heels! =__=
after shopping-trying session, well of coz way to go home la, and u noe who i saw in ktm station?
JOE.
ahahahaha.
i never thought that i can meet him on that time * well i guess he is just finish his class den?* and we only can have a short talk la, cuz train to sentul is coming, and of coz, i rushh to that train if not i will get pissed if have to wait for another train FOR ANOTHER 20 minutes.
gaaaah i was so lucky yesterday, i can get a nice seat cuz not that much people that time. well hotlink got a special offer for me since ytd was my birthday, i can call for free in 24 hours time. i kinda wasted my time ady cuz i didnt call start from midnight XD
* i know im very greeedy one la*

i start to call once i get a seat inside train. well that whole train luggage definitely get irritated with my voice ba, that luggage is damn freaking quiet. “所谓口水多过茶” i keep talk and talk till my mom misscalled me for 8 times baru i noticed that. hoho~
i reach my home at last,
9pm.
yea, no birthday cake for me too. kesian. =______=
yet i still CALL after i bathed. i know im kinda kisiao one, and i keeeeep call and hang up on 11.55pm, cuz my fren calls me. lol
5 minutes next, *fireworks starts* 12.00am. LOL
my birthday finished just like that
heh, awesome right? the biggest normal day i ever had for this year =D

PS** i got the most birthday wish since the day i born till now Q__Q thanks guys!!!

Been lazy for weeks. =P

2009-06-14T13:00:00.002+08:00

BACK from kenduri actually.
ok.
updated. XD
sorry so lazy to write these few weeks, just so so so lazy
no photos,
no new stuff, thats why~ heheee
i promise after my Olympus presentation will update something!
and take some photos from there too =D

feel dumb again. +o+

2009-05-28T17:32:00.002+08:00

ASSIGNMENT!
assignment
assignment
assignment
Oh My GOD
HELP ME........
I FEEEL SO LAZY to CONTINUE IT
=__=|||

Reasons.

2009-05-21T22:26:00.004+08:00

You know why i like here?

1st. Very very very less of my friends know here.
2nd. I can write as much as I can.
3rd. No need to see how my friend's face looks like whether they like this post or not.
4th. Even i write F*** at here also no one will choi me. XD
5th. I am not going to ignore you guys who often come here la, but for people i beh song one, i guess not much people know who I hate. So just be careful. lolll
6th. Even my sister also dunno i have a blog. So I have some a lil bit of privacy to write something i like. GENG LER.
7th. I like to post my photos and stories up. To share with you guys :D
8th. Sometime i can get some surprise from here. ^^
9th. Even though i know this is some sort of foolishness in here, cuz i talking to myself all the time, but yet i still enjoy it. *gaah i crazy ady*
10th. I LOVE HERE! :D

the 10 reasons why I like here. There's more actually, i lazy to think now. hahaha

"duh" post. :D

2009-05-21T17:12:00.008+08:00

And yea, i bought a B.A.G for me myself
JUST FOR ME AT LAST! X)
well some of my close friends sure know that I've been pray hard for new bags since last year till now, but financially not allowed :(
and at last i get it now within my budget *shine with tears*

so-called ME and my so-called bag. hahahaha

and well, this is another girl i drew weeks ago, on purpose!
kinda cute huh? ;D

and i just draw halfway on this Goddess *hint*

who can guess out who she is, i treat her/him yumcha at Pyramid! XD

P/S** I think I was too boring until i bring these out and think what to write. lol

composition.

2009-05-21T12:11:00.005+08:00

uhm, this few days is kinda boring,
is actually very very very boring,
boring till i grab my camera and simply take photos,
and i cannot 100% sure that my composition is the right place~
anyway just comment whatever you want to improve. :)

2 years ago photo, taken by DC. ^^

the sense you gave me :)

What if i disappear into these shade of clouds?

I still remember the time you did this all just for me
my house garden :P

2009-05-11T17:22:00.002+08:00

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END OF THIS DAMN STUPID JERK POST.

2009-05-04T01:36:00.002+08:00

I won't be asking anymore for this kind of questions.
I know this question shouldn't ask by now.
But I'm afraid.
"afraid of what?"
afraid that I'm not choosing the right one.
"well you do have to try right?"
Yea I know and that's the point
I don't dare to try on that.

Sometimes I don't know why I scare on that.
"Well, this is just another kind of adventure after all.
Let just give up your worries and do what you
want to."
Yea I've been thinking on that, but still... i can't let it
just go like that.
Sometimes, I felt like I'm just the only dumb person in here.
No one wanted you to worry so much but I do.
I do worrying things.
Sorry if this offended you, I'm harmless on this page.
if I did, please forgive me.

my work.

2009-04-26T23:04:00.004+08:00

erm, kinda stupid on this. LOL
anyway, this is one of my assignments on flash work. =)
hope you guys enjoy.

model shoots.

2009-04-24T21:55:00.003+08:00

I'm Back Again~
well today not much to post also, cuz nothing to do :P
but, my friend reminded me that i once being her model before, so she send all those photos to me.
(I didnt say im a good model too, i dun have nice body for model shoot =_=)

and, yea right, photos!!!! stop bullshitting XD

i dunno what mood is this. lol

im still doin photo shooting while im having fever. @_@

randy said this is cool *yay*

my sis said this is so natural. hahaha

some of my photos is already over exposed, and i tend to make it more terror, so i edit till something like that. hahahaha
anyway just some sharing on photos, so that my blog WOnt be so that BORING. =)
bye guys~ ^^

2009-04-23T16:54:00.002+08:00

GUYS. i come to my blog again~
anyway, i have some news to say at here.
the good one is, I AM In Holiday now! LOL
but the bad one is, i can't go out much ;__;

too bad huh, my mom don't let me out T_T
sigh
sigh
sigh
sigh
sigh

i dunno what for im do this blog for. lol
i got something to tell here, but i guess not now. hahah
keep on jia you every student in TARC!
After final we can go out together again! =D

boring post.

2009-04-15T11:08:00.003+08:00

seems like im so boring on these days.. actually im not! im so damn sleepy and so lazy and so bla bla bla~

some photos to share today. by computer-made polaroid. (:

well i noe is quite boring.. actually i just search all over my computer and i found these. quite nice eh? long time photos. hahaha

the not-so-nice mango shake. can see back through few post ago. lol

me and my sista! she now become even prettier than this photo

(promoting my sis ahahahah)

L.o.v.E

2009-04-14T08:19:00.004+08:00

falling in love can take a few second
but staying in love could only last just for a while.

I don't want to make this mistake again
I know she's the one for me to love forever.

I may not know what she likes
what she hates
what she adore
what she admire
whether she has boyfriend
whether she likes me
whether she hates
all I know is how she thinks and how she behaves
I love her qualities
and
I just wanna love her...

I'm not being Les. hahahaha

i found this is quite meaningful

and so my job is salin and paste it at here. lol

Gambate to those people wanted to express their feelings to their loved ones! :D

2009-04-10T23:50:00.002+08:00

know who is 阿桑？

i guess not much.

but who know this song 叶子？

i guess quite alot people know this.

this song sang by her.

im very sorry about her news.

died of breast cancer.

moral values:

we must very very take care of ourselves.

especially women.

we are deserved to be spoiled. =P

so, just come and spoil us!

*i know this is so unrelated with her. but this is related to health also. xD*

Me..

2009-04-09T00:17:00.002+08:00

this is me after haircut.

i don't know and don't care how you guys feel

this is my hair, and im gonna appreciate it.

*lol it seems different from wat i said few post ago. xoxo*

assignment again. wish me luck on myself! :D

2009-04-02T03:02:00.003+08:00

i dunno why, my mood suddenly change very bad when i saw that idiot online.

indeed, his name is called I.D.I.O.T.

this is stupid.

i started to hate him since last week.

yea i noe is quite lame.

but that was so freaking emergency

and he didnt help at all.

what kind of stupid classmates is that???

i feel like i wanna punch him and kick his ass into hell

this time i learn smarter

since u guys dunno my blog,

this is a good thing.

and i wont post my blog link at msn anymore.

cuz i will write anything i want in here.

THIS IS MY BLOG!

SO WHAT?

I DUN CARE HOW YOU FEEL WHEN U SEE ALL THIS.

I AM FREE TO TALK AT HERE.

INDEED HAVE NO PERMISSION TO WRITE HARSH THINGS AT MY BLOG.

DUDE and DUDETTE

You are welcome to look on my blog.

But please

beware on your words.

learn to care more to people.

If you hate it, close this immediately.

PS** don't get offended on this post. i just want to say out loud on those idiot who i hate so much recently.

random post.

2009-04-02T02:47:00.005+08:00

I feel lonely.

I still doing my assignment on this time.

this is not the 1st time i stay out so late, but it wont be the last time. seriously.

ever since my so called 'dear' sooo sleepy,

i feel the loneliness will come to find me very soon.

actually he wanted to stay out so late, or because i not yet sleep? ;P

and so i can feel his tiredness

thats why i ask him to sleep 1st.

and

yea

loneliness is surrounding me now.

and im missing him. *surprisingly!*

at least i still can have a small tiny happiness. ^^

But i too hate to miss someone,

missing gives me lots of pain.

Shall we

not missing each other?

PS** listening to shiina's song, her song is my all time favourite! ^^

2009-04-01T11:47:00.002+08:00

说实话我是很久很久

很久很久

没有写华语

我现在的心情很复杂

当我看了表妹的部落格后...

我忽然觉得

我已经开始习惯一个人了

尤其是当我和075的朋友分开后。

自从那天开始

我的生活变得非常纳闷

不是普通的闷

而是

非常非常闷

每次自己来上课

放学后立刻闪人

毕竟我都不认识他们嘛

然后

都是自己在sunway走走

不然的话我会有一些白痴的想法

跑到别的地方去玩

不然的话看到喜欢的东西就会稍微停下去看看

我连看电影都是一个人

不过我不喜欢一个人看电影的感觉

除非那时我很想要看的一部电影

我想

我非常不喜欢一个人的感觉

甚至是有点讨厌

不过我又离不开它

对于我表妹的爱情观

我想她说也是对的

简单的要求

但是很难找

虽然两个月不算什么

不过

他真的令我失去信心

也不敢去接受

若我不去接受

至少现在还有那种被疼爱的期待

至少

那时候还是快活的我

我再也不能变到好像以前那么单纯了

不再单纯了

我也知道

有时候

知道越多东西

不是一件好事

你知道越多

会越痛苦

我试过

所以我懂

佳佳

我是笨，

还是白痴？

去年

那么一瞬间

我知道那么多东西

经历过那么多事件

我现在所希望的

就是可以忘记这些

可以算是美好回忆

不过可不想去记得的后果

我很自私对吧？

Stupid hair cut.

2009-04-01T08:55:00.005+08:00

this is me in gasoline. ;P

b4 the hair cut.

guys..... im back since awhile didnt blogging. haha.

anyway, i am so damn freaking angry these days, since the day my hair been cut. =.=

means last monday.

well, i was so excited to get to know that my mom FINALLY bring me to cut my hair, im actually wan to cut that popular bob hair style. :3 but i didnt bring any photos to show la, cuz it was too suddenly, my mom tend to bring to have hair cut when i going back home.

and so, i go inside that shop lo.

that hairstylist is my mom's old fren. my mom noe her since we move our house from KL to Selangor. and She is the only hairstylist my mom noe, thats why i go there to cut my hair for few times. and this is the 3rd time i guess?

enough of bullshitting, ;P and she start to cut my hair without any doubt, and i ACTUALLY trust her 100% that she can cut a nice bob hair. well as wat pictures she put. but.. after she finish the last cut, and i put my specs again, OH MY GOD.

I felt my tears going to burst out soon. but i tahan. =.=

WHAT KIND OF STUPID FREAKING HAIRSTYLE IZZIT???

i was in bad temper whole night, well i didnt cry, but im reli reli angry.

GOSH, my nice long shiny hair all gone! im so regret that i let her cut that time. sigh.

And for now, i need to wait my hair to grow, and GET RID OF THIS STUPID HAIRSTYLE as soon as possible.

See that photo above? of coz is me la, lol. i reli miss my old hair. T_T

PS** oh forgot today is april's fool. BUT THIS IS NO JOKE. My hair had been cut!!!!!

trip to malacca. (part 3) ^^

2009-03-21T16:29:00.006+08:00

this is the 3rd part of it! hah finally i can upload pictures nonstop. =P

ok, regarding to my 2nd one, after the visit of A famosa, we went to the XX tower to see whole malacca. Cooooool~~~ ^^

as u can see, i am looking the main part of malacca!! =D

city of malacca. :)

eye of malaysia!!!!! =D

hahaha, the photo while still at A famosa :)

chess-playing-uncles ^^

actually this photo is captured when we are in the way to that tower, well this woman drawing that woman. *obviously lor*

after the surrounding-malacca part, we went to dinner *yay*

at 1st we decide to go McD one, but seems someone are more like in other than burgers, so we went the nearest food court and settle it. ;)

this is a totally disaster! so damn messy~

we went back to bus and KEEEP singing karaoke in the way home, but just in half and hour time, downstair guys are all freaking tired, and sleeps like pig while we having a short break at highway stop there. same goes to upstairs. I saw yi ling with her fishing head going around. thats funny ^^

well, this is the nicest field trip i had so far!! going to miss this everytime! =D

emotionally uncontrollable

2009-03-17T09:00:00.003+08:00

i am dying soon.

my project not yet finish.

i will deducted for 20% of marks if i dun pass up by today.

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T^T sob sob

welcome to my tech-family again!

2009-03-16T10:14:00.004+08:00

omg i am happy like hell now!!

I finally can use my old HP scanner without other people's help!!!!!

i lost that cd long long time ago since my dad pindah his workshop.

and i downloaded it from internet again.

thanks to brilliant internet

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

i noe this is quite crazy, but this scanner is very precious for me now!!

i need to scan my works in order to do photoshop.

why i need it?

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Cuz i not yet finish my work now, and i cannot manage to scan it later

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ok.. i noe im wasting time here. SEA EXAM start this afternoon, AND I NOT YET READ AT ALL!! T^T

wish me luck in exam and project!!! ^^

her morning elegance by Oren Lavie

2009-03-15T22:02:00.003+08:00

This is the song i recently found FINALLY been keep listening about~ well i get this song from karo's blog punya video also. ^^ i dunno it suits u guys' taste or not, but if u don't like it, kindly push the stop button. =)

her morning elegance - Oren Lavie

and these are the lyrics. :)

Sun been down for days
A pretty flower in a vase
A slipper by the fireplace
A cello lying in its case

Soon she's down the stairs
Her morning elegance she wears
The sound of water makes her dream
Awoken by a cloud of steam
She pours a daydream in a cup
A spoon of sugar sweetens up

And She fights for her life
As she puts on her coat
And she fights for her life on the train
She looks at the rain
As it pours
And she fights for her life
As she goes in a store
With a thought she has caught
By a thread
She pays for the bread
And She goes...
Nobody knows

Sun been down for days
A winter melody she plays
The thunder makes her contemplate
She hears a noise behind the gate
Perhaps a letter with a dove
Perhaps a stranger she could love

And She fights for her life
As she puts on her coat
And she fights for her life on the train
She looks at the rain
As it pours
And she fights for her life
As she goes in a store
With a thought she has caught
By a thread
She pays for the bread
And She goes...
Nobody knows

And She fights for her life
As she puts on her coat
And she fights for her life on the train
She looks at the rain
As it pours
And she fights for her life
Where people are pleasently strange
And counting the change
And She goes...
Nobody knows

trip to malacca. (part 2 ) ^^

2009-03-14T12:09:00.015+08:00

HEY guys! its been quite lazy for these days, cuz rushing my assignments.. =.=
anyway, im going to blog the 2nd part of my malacca trip, as wat i said, lots and lots of photos taken!! :D
well, soon after we leave the temple *cuz we only spend 45 mins on there* and the next station is the red house. although i went malacca before, but my family don't even spend a time on red house and A famosa to take a picture at there! swt hor~ and we reach there within half and hour,

is pretty near from that temple. ^^ and i do take some pictures also la. although not much. oh oh, btw i add some photos from temple there, enjoy! =)

staircase dunno to where =P

i personally like this photo!

this is the polaroid version of temple's wall. which one nicer?

beca beca beca~ 1 trip for rm40! who want to ride?

lonely flag. (too bad that day dun have any nice cloud =.=)

the famous red house! =D

ok. continue my story. after we stop at red house for about 1hour, it is time to LUNCH! Yay~ we went to have chicken rice near the red house. this rice is not as same as kl chicken rice, these rice are all in a ball size. well, it is special and i ate it for the 1st time! =D Lolololol *but im not reli like their rice la, it is too masin tho :P*

road to chicken rice shop. lol

nah, this is the famous chicken rice shop. =D

*im so kind to let u guys know wheres the place. LOL*

photo b4 going that shop.

*David also get the same picture with me wei~ XD*

after finish eating the chicken rice. yum yum! 8D

the situation inside that shop. those are my classmates :)

after having lunch at there, me and chun yee decide to go shop ourself, david tend to give us some time to shop and take pictures. ahhaha. anyway lots of shops cant take pics lar, even can take also need to pay like daniel =.=

i reli reli reli love these shoes colours! red rules! XD

antique shop with antique car. :P

all these are made by wood! nice eh?

chun yee is suffering from hotness, so us had a short break at shop there

after that, we go to the next station, A famosa! we are quite lucky that time, there comes 2 guitar singer and another group of people came to take wedding photos. and i stand a big chance to take take take~ Im going crazy that time LOL

er, i think is the entrance to A famosa?

david wan us to take group photo that time ^^

those are the nice-voiced singer! we keep listening their songs non stop! =D

im so honoured to take her photo! hahahaha

this is wilson while changing lens

THERE Is going to have the 3rd part of this blog. hahahaha i know is very 'cheong hei' la. i will finish it soon after my 1st project done. =P

trip to malacca. (part 1 ) ^^

2009-03-08T14:58:00.010+08:00

malacca trip. IS FUN!

i went there with my group 2 class, and b4 that i went to nicole's house to stay a night just in case late la, but end up still late =.= i reach there at 8am. gosh a sudden traffic jam infront of sunway! lol is new for me la, hahaha.
and i rush straight to bus and take a seat. while Sam yells at me: "heyyy, the bus is going lo. we wont wait for u one. XD "
*actually still got few more people are later den me. so im not consider very late. shhhhh*

and here some pics of THEM. downstairs people with david. =D

this is david, our nice photography lecturer!

the situation at the downstairs of bus. ^^

do you notice david taking mic? yep he was singing that time! =D

and this is the upstairs situation. ^^

lonely seat.

show-off-Daniel!

wilson with his baby pig, is a so-called bantal. lol

chun yee! well i like her, and she like me! but not les la. hahahaha

and then we arrived the malacca! and the 1st place is a chinese templer. and i dunno wat is that name. haha

my 1st pic after arrive that templer. ^^

the main door of the templer. in fact we get into this templer by side door. lol

tanglung of this templer. =)

classic post for photographer!

Lol. im sure i no need to explain about this.

AND, there some interesting post to tell, just in sudden, a guy show us some physics, a small cup can put 2-3 coins without spilling out water from that cup. yeah is physics, due to the weight of water. ^^ and he show us another 'magic', he wrap that cup with his handkerchief and turn it upside down. and guess what, that water didnt fall, but it will spill out if touch the water water surface by hand.

the process to put coins inside that cup.

after the coin-putting session. can u see that water almost spill out??

well as wat i said, after he touch that surface, the water spills out immediately. lol

ok. i guess is till here i will blog about. but not finish yet!! i will have the 2nd part of this blog. ^^

Tiring Museum trip. :P

2009-03-02T22:52:00.008+08:00

GUYS! im back from blog again. ahahahhaa
well we went to islamic museum today, and you know what, i thought i only need to walk a small distance to there, manatau ...

WE NEED TO WALK QUITE A LONG JOURNEY, super blur me, with sue yee's broken leg, and dunno wat to do punya daniel. OH MY GOD~

and so, when the time i arrive kl station, me and sue yee wait and wait, and daniel arrived too. and we continue waiting. AND FINALLY, here they come! but with separated ways. another oh my gawwwwd.
i use daniel's phone to call monitor, and she told me go straight, go left, or go right~ ok. im damn blur with it. so i pass it to daniel again. ish. i should not to talk to monitor that time. make me so damn embarrased =.=
apalah saya ni?? im a former driver sumore, but dun have any idea what is she talking about!!
and so, we have to walk very slow lar, cuz sue yee's leg. and i quite impressed with her, she can walk SO FAR with her 2 tongkat, and go through 2 big roads that time.
well i should thanks daniel also =) cuz he help us to stop the car to have some time to let us go opposite road. *shout loudly* THANKS DANIEL! ^^

when the time we reach masjid negara, we go almost all the way nearby there, and finally, we made it! we search here and there for more den 1/2 hour and we found it! T_T thx daniel, thx kakak at masjid negara, thx to monitor blaa blaa blaaa~
and yeap, we finally went inside that museum, that air cond reli shivers me. but good also cuz i ady waste my time at outside more den 1/2 hour! oh gosh i was panas like hell, well i noe someone are more geng den me. when the time sue reach there she was like exhausted cuz keep walking the wrong direction. opps~
and so, i go buy tickets and take a wheelchair for sue and we start museum-ing. and funny thing is, i no need to push sue to upstairs, jia yung wanna try to push her to 1st floor. he said he never push a wheelchair b4 wor. let him try la. lol.
and he say he start tired halfway. 0.o i was wondering how hard is he pushing sue up?
and another case is.. that 'cute' jacky still not yet arrive, while we visit at the 2nd floor, he still at kl sentral. ARGHHHH
make me so worry that he cant make it to museum here. (paiseh paiseh, this jacky is my quite long term fren. lol) we waste so many money to call call call each other lo. ish =.=
and end up, he finally reached. and we didnt meet up also lar, me and sue at 2nd floor, den he at G floor.
so he and other group left us after they go out for quite a journey, reli bad hor him. i can talk out loud about his bad action inside here. HMPH!
and so, sue get to noe that his bro are waiting her at mid valley. and we go there by ktm also. well can u imagine she go step by step while i taking her bag, is weird right?? i noe everyone look at sue with a weird+kesian+beh tahan eyesight. but they still will help sue to give place or wat.
ok i dun care. this is my fren and i have to take care her all the time. its my ytd's mission. lol.
and so, we went the garden's cuz she not reli want to go mid valley's restaurant. she said nothing special. (rich!)
we went inside taiwan's cuisine, the price there is quite reasonable, but the funny thing is, sue ordered the wrong dish. and i have to put it inside my stomach T_T but i quite satisfied with the noodles, but not their pork dish lo. *my mom also can make it nicer than this one*
and this is some of my photos while at islamic museum and that restaurant. lol

this is.. i forgot what his name. XD

our reflection at lift! :D

see-through window. lol

dunno so big for wat! lol

apa pose ini?

ok we are having *ghost-faced*.

this is called a normal photo! =D

mine.

only the left part is mine. other than that are sue's.

after finish our lunch, the time was about 5pm. -.- we only realise that we had sit there more den 1hour! LOL
we went to art friend there to look for colour markers, and the price is.. pretty much higher than the normal marker we using now! yea it is can be refilled, but why the price was about higher than 2 times that we using now. and after the marker session, we go down to the ground floor and wait for her brother, and we put back the wheelchair to their staff.
and here her brother comes! and i tend to shop awhile, so i say goodbye with her. she said she will miss me. in fact we will see each other soon, which is today. XD so sue, you better miss me right now, cuz we only will see again till the next monday! EXAM FOR SEA! :P
PS* i didnt take any nice photos of museum, cuz i didnt take my dslr, and i cant gather the whole class to take pic lo! gek sim T_T

2 things to post. =)

2009-03-01T13:38:00.009+08:00

SUNDAY!!!

i hate sunday actually, cuz normally after sunday will reach monday--> school day. =.=

well, i was actually want to post another blog yesterday but too lazy to update. hehe

about yesterday's happening, i should start to say since friday night.

well, i called that auntie manager with public phone （please refer to last 2 post ago.) and i tell her that i prepared the money for that contest. *quite a big joke huh* since she tipu me, so i make a big hope for them lar. let them song awhile. >P

and u know what, she was quite blur with it. omg. OBVIOUSLY she is not into this kind of stupid company lar! she just pretend that herself AS Ａ MANAGER only. and so, i called her

and this is the conversation between me and her.

me: ello is this agnes here?

she: yea, well whos there?

me: this is ms tan here, i prepared money for that contest. so how am i going to give u?

she: huh??

me: uhm, we met few days ago and i still consider about want to challange this contest or not one. still remember me or not？

she: oh yea yea ms tan. well u had prepared ur money rite, why not u give me today?

me: huh? lol cannot lar, cuz i am not at kl area. ( i was at SJ that time. lol)

she: oh, ic. so when u wan to give me that money? you not at kl area right?

me：yea. well lets meet up tomoro, and i will go to your office there. about 1or2pm.

she： oh ok ok. so when that time u call me ya?

me: ya sure.

(end of the conversation)

after this weird joke, i just realise that the train went away... CURSE THAT STUPID COMPANY!

so i have to wait another 13mins T_T but still consider ok lar, cuz the train arrived after 13 mins. phew, at least they still got the right time.

and yesterday, i just keep wait and wait, whether that 'manager' will ring me or not. and finally, 1pm!

and i keep waiting.

1 hour

2 hours

2 and a half hours

3 hours

YEAAAAH! she didnt call at all! so i no need to shut my phone for 1 week!

but quite dissapointed also lar, thought that i will have another interesting post to tell later. =.=

well i give up about this post. lets tell another ineresting one!

i was just wondering other friend's blog, and i saw kahrou's blog, she just introduced a new software to play with polaroid pics. awwww soon after i dl that polaroid software i love it!!! love ya love ya love ya~ that effect looks like a real polaroid pics! and i love that kinda old feeling of its colour. XD XD

so as what i mention, i download that software for free! so just click HEREEEE. u just need to drag you pictures u want to that polaroid camera and they will do the rest. the funny thing is, after the software process ur photo, u need to wait to let the picture dry out~ nice rite? u can enjoy the time while you waiting and the changes is awesome!

those are my old old times photos lar, cuz i long time didnt take pictures with frens d. =.=

anyway enjoy! =D

assignments+random photos.

2009-02-28T15:01:00.007+08:00

Ya is weekend.
today i gonna show some of my photo works. please do comment on these photos! (:
*suddenly feel abit proud of my approved assignments (self praising) hahahaha.*

above this two were some of my approved works. ^^

and below this are random pictures.

and this is me! mwahahaha

well i guess, thats all for today :)

DON'T EVER TRUST NABINCO NETWORK SDN. BHD.!

2009-02-24T16:57:00.007+08:00

ok i know that i am quite stupid la. like that also get cheated easily. =.=

but i must say again, DON'T EVER TRUST NABINCO NETWORK!!!!!

its a SCAM anyway.

AND really, PLEASE DO READ THIS what these scammers will do CUZ THOSE SCAMMERS ARE DOING THE SAME DAMN THING TO EVERYONE!

well, this is how they actually ACT.

I just came out from bus to mid valley, heading to ktm station cuz my friend are waiting me at kepong. so i rush to there la. and got 2 ppl stop me at front.

2 guys with a folder. one is indian and another one is chinese. some sort of donating money on my 1st guess. den one of the guy give me a paper. at 1st i thought that is just another kind of promotion or what. surprisingly that indian guy stop me with fluent chinese language. so then he try to explain to make me believe what is going on there. They even show them their company from newspaper to SAY that they are R_E_A_L, and not scamming. and they ask me to open the voucher. actually i was quite frust d, cuz i will be late for my meeting. but then i dun think OPEN a voucher need a long time, so just open lo.

manatau they SHOCK when they look on my so-called voucher, they screammmm also. I was quite embarrased on their way of act OMG. they told me that I have chances to WIN at least a trip to JAPAN! cuz i had a silver circle at the left part of my voucher there. its the problem i have to scan to know what is the prize i got.

forgot to mention, when the time they saw my stupid voucher had a silver circle on there, they ask me for a phone call to manager. i terus say: har? i dun have much money on my phone wor.

and he had no choice. use his own phone to misscall HIS so-called manager.

and that manager do call back la. that guy make a very surprising look and tell his manager that im the lucky one who get one of the 200 special prize. he even give me the phone to tell her make sure HE is not tipu me.

and then, those 2 guys decided to bring me to their office in order to scan that number. we called taxi, *DAMNIT* and we get there after about 5 minutes. In fact those two guys are SUCH a jerk! i told them i dun have much money while in the cab, in return they show me a very cham look. MEANS THAT I NEED TO PAY ALL BY MYSELF LA???? !@#$%^&*(*&^%$#

from what i gone through from ukwah.com there is exactly THE SAME THING happened on other people.(not included conversation inside cab). for more info please click HERE.

anyway my case is: when the time i reach that office, taman desa. (does anyone know where is that?) the chinese music is very very loud, but they ady open when i not yet reach that office. then that 2 jerk bring me to the SO-called manager's office la to explain all those things. i quite bo song ady one cuz that indian suddenly sit at the manager's seat. (as what u guys think normal ppl should not sit at the manager's seat rite? manners problem tho) And there comes the manager. she call herself as Agnes. i saw her name at table side is Gan la, but didnt reli concentrate on her whole name. -.- and for now wat i think is, the name also maybe tipu one. Wtf @#%#$%^&

and That manager seems that I still wondering whether that this company is cheating or not la, so she show lotsss of photos from newspaper bla bla bla. as long as i believe them lo. and actually i start to believe jor one, she and two jerks are too good in persuation! of coz la, work so long d on this cheating company.

ever since she saw me start to believe her d, so she show another laminated paper. and there shows the fees to pay like goverment taxes, this and that i dun remember (again). and the exact money i need to pay is RM 3800!@#$% again. I really really not shuang d. cuz this is not a small amount for me for a student! so stupid la that manager. so she ask me alot on how to bring to money to them no matter wat way. she asks that do I have credit cards, ATM cards bla bla bla, and i just say a 'NO'. in fact i dun have all those. SHE even dare to ask me whether i can take money from bank?? i terus say la, my mom take care of it. i cant touch at all. *settled*

she start to give a sorta desperate look d. i laugh myself too. lucky i didnt have to control all these things.

so she say: "i can try to help u to lower down that price into half 1st, so then you still need to pay the other half after you get ur prize. is it ok for you to pay? the lowest pay is RM1100, is all i can do."

so leh i also reply : is this no other way to deal with it? i don't think i can take so much value of money. * actually is impossible. since im fulltime student.*

She: "or maybe you can ask your friend to pay for you 1st?" *HOW DARE SHE ASK MY FRIEND?!*

Me: "my friend wont so good one la, help me pay RM1100 so much." *clever answer eh? lol*

she keep trying to persuade and persuade me, but i still giving the same answer la. so finally, she say that i can have some time to get the RM1100. but, one thing interesting is, whenever i mention about my parents things, she don't dare to ask much d. change another question immediately. maybe she is really really scare that i will call my parents on the spot. i even try to take my phone out to call d. lol same things happened when the time i at mid valley. XD

so she give me the time until end of this month (means within 1 week la. shit.) and i just pretend i believe. in fact i also quite blur with it. so after the hand-shaking, SURE wanna go back lar. and that 2 jerks dunno die on where d. i decided to go by myself lo. and when the time i come out from that stupid office, i only realise: sei lo, taman desa is the place i didnt come b4. =.=

I HAVE TO GO BACK MYSELF AGAIN. T_T

i go around that place roughly la, and i keep asking how to reach the bus station. and they give me the same answer, is just nearby the front part of the shoplots. :)

and i rush rush to the bus stop there. within 5 mins theres come a cab. Thank God is a chinese. not saying im racist or wat, but i do feel comfortable with chinese drivers, cuz i can ask more questions on him directly. about the taman desa place this and that. ishhhh if i still have chance to saw them at mid valley i sure kick their ASS OFF! so den again i call the driver to bring me to kl sentral there. another taxi fees is gone! T.T ^&%$#@ THOSE NABINCO STAFF!!!! CURSE THEM!

CURSE!!

CURSE!!!

CURSE!!!!

after kl sentral i reach kepong sentral.. finalllllly T_T and my friend wait me at cc like hell. gosh... HELL NO MORE TO NABINCO'S NETWORK!!!

PLEASE BE AWARE for guys/girls who taking a black folder and a few of squarish paper/voucher. so if let say they stopped you, and ask u to open that voucher see whether you can get which kind of gifts or discounts, so PLEASE PLEASE don't open it! cuz if u opened, problems will come to you!!!
REMEMBER!

Good and bad in one day. :D:

2009-01-25T15:47:00.009+08:00

Sorry to myself cuz put this blog so slow, no choice, no time to write this. oh btw, this happened on last thursday. =)
IN fact, i was quite happy that day while meeting yan and moon. loooong time didnt saw yan d. and at my 1st thought tat yan still having her long hair. But i was wrong,
she came out from her office with a smile
she is wearing black top and brownish skirt
come toward me.
of coz, she is one of my best friend since form 1. hahaha
and then we wait for another siao po, moon.
well, while waiting her i ask yan whether where is her working place
and moon is arrived there with a siao po look~ lol
btw yan only have one hour for lunch, so we gotta be hurry! =)
we went to a small cafe shop, and those things is VERY VERY cheap!
but i forgot what is the shop name tho. =.=
me and yan both ordered yee mee (sorry, no photos taken!)
and it is quite ok la, the price is very reasonable also.
and moon ordered a mango shake.this seems very nice rite, but moon says: errr, looks nice but not so nice to drink, kinda tasteless. -.-

don't care, tats her order mar, not mine. XD
so, after our yee-mee session, we did take some photos for fun. =P

she is Yan! =)

so she is moon! lol

she help moon to taste whether is it RELI tasteless o not. haha

both are taking picture of me. crazy them. lol

Moon: "see? I'm Mask Rider! ;P"

three of us. =P moon get scold after taking this pic. half face of yan's was gone

well, she finally gets back to her office. me and moon keep wondering around at jusco lo. cuz cant make it to sg wang d. and we go play some games at 1st floor there, childish us. lol.
and then after playing, baru i realise IT WAS 4.45pm! and i have class on 5.30pm! T.T
so i rush to ktm station
and u know what, the train was going away while the time i reach station. means that i need to wait another 20 minutes for another train~ T.T
no choice, i only have to wait.
and finally the train arrived! i rush inside the train
i tot i will be safely arrived to subang jaya on 6pm (cuz i ady told my frens to tell lec that i will be late)

BUT, really unlucky that the train HAD STOP AT THE LAST STATION TO SUBANG JAYA WHICH IS SETIA JAYA.
OH MY GOD!!!!!!
again, i need to wait for that train fixed. meanwhile after the train had stop at the station there, officer announced that will be have another train on the next 5 minutes. ALL passenger waited that train with full hope of coz.
and when the train arrived, IT WAS FULL OF PEOPLE.
most of passengers wanna get into that train by forcing the front part of people la, (i'm the one who being forced to go inside =.=) but it wont work, cuz the ppl inside the train didnt wanna give space for them.
(THIS IS REAL MALAYSIAN ATTITUDE)

passengers outside the train start to arguing with the inside passengers , some even start to yell at them, and they ask them to go inside, but they didnt giving any response, yet it is OBVIOUSLY no one want to do that.
in other words, they are wasting time la, haiz.
i wish that i can get out of that place immediately, but outside was raining heavily, and i dunno the way to sunway. gosh~
so, i only have to wait and wait...and finally the rain turns small, and i decided to walk out from that bloody ktm station. ISHHHH
please check the time! 6.55pm! T.T i dunno whether i can get into class o not~~~
After i came out, i facing another new problem, where is the way to sunway?? i cant even noe where is that. i only noe nearby there is mentari court, other than that i damn blur with it. But luckily i asked one of those 2 girls whether can show the way to sunway. and they are willing to bring me there. thank God! T^T

and finally, i reach sunway pyramid! aaaaaa i miss u!!
when the time i reach TOA, it was 8.00pm! half more hour my class will dismissed. Swt.
for sure lecturer saw me with a surprised question:"WHY ARE U SO LATE???" but luckily he didnt scold me at all, and count me as present in class i guess. =P
and so, i reach home on 1am! A brand 'new' record for me! my dark circles become more obvious for sure~ =.=|||

New Year! =)

2009-01-21T16:06:00.002+08:00

FINALLY!!!! i can online again! wheeeeee~
well this is a new semester, new year, and the new me!
and im in the way going to forget all these so-called 'black' memories,
which is a good ting for me. =)
cuz i no need to suffer that much anymore.
anyway, wish everyone have a great new year! and happy chinese new year to every chinese friends! inclucing myself. hahah

untitled

2008-12-09T06:01:00.007+08:00

Love is not everything

为什么会令人难过呢
它既可以让人那么一瞬间的幸福
也可以带来的痛苦
要怎样看待爱情
这也算是很个人的

有些人就带着玩玩下的心态
有些人却很认真地对待每一份感情
如果这两种人撞在一起
开始新的恋情
肯定是第二种人会受到更大的伤害
也会对以后的恋情有阴影
而不敢去接受新的恋情

never ending problems.

2008-11-23T22:10:00.003+08:00

well, it is kinda a very bad habit that i always put this blog as the place to write anything, ANything.......
well after i saw some of those posts, i actually can make this post to be nicer, and yet to become lame too.
i didnt meet him for 1 month d. and yet no one noes how izzit feel. * THIS IS SUPER HARD LAR U KNOW* on these few weeks, i tried to do something, assignments, classes, internet, and repeats everyday, and it will continues. and one day, i reli cant tahan d, i suddenly cried inside of my classroom, i cried not because of him only, i was superb FAN with my THOSE ASSIGNMENTS!! and my parents always put a damn HEAVy stress on me, said that if i didnt pass for this semester, there wont be hav a retake anymore. T.T

and no one is trying to do something.

ok i noe mayb im still new for them. watever. i dun care d.
GOSH why am i treated to be like tat???
AM I DOING WRONG?
AM I TAKING THE WRONG SUBJECT?
AM I REALLY NEED TO TAKE THOSE HARSH?
AM I REALLY HAVE TO TAKE ALL THIS STRESS??
IS IT ANYONE REALLY KNOW ABOUT MY PROBLEM????

i dunno wat can i tell anymore. i juz turn all this thing into my challange.
and at least this is the best way to comfort myself.

nonsense around bloggers..

2008-11-13T21:31:00.002+08:00

well, i dunno how to tell you that HOW 'FAN' am i.
i hav unfinished assignments, forgotten assignments, dunno-wat-to-do assignments, wtf =.=
not only assignments, i also hav lots of problem with classmates, i cant even talk much with them, although i tried b4.
WHAT CAN I DO????????????????????????????? T.T
I AM HOPELESS
I AM HELPLESS
I AM STUPID
I AM IDIOT
==..==
i noe, it wont solve anything if i continue writing, ACTION IS NEEDED!!!
haih. no choice lor, terpaksa lor. dunno also need to make myself noe lor. again. RESEARCH IS NEEDED ALSO! =P
FED UP LAR! ARGH
*yay, im being crazy. Again! hahahahha*

will u cry even for juz a blog post?

2008-11-11T03:01:00.005+08:00

Now i really feel how does a relative leave us without saying a word. well i DO not have that feeling while my grandparents leave us, my cousin leave me in a car crash..
i dont know why, i saw a post suddenly. not a newly posted blog, and i saw it b4. well i dun hav any feeling at 1st time i saw that. and this time i see that blog with my whole attention, baru i realise, it is very very very sad if lost one of a relative especially to those who are together with us the most. U might say that they always make us pissed off, but try to imagine, if they suddenly left us and wont coming back anymore, how do you feel?
and yet, I DID cry when i saw that post! idiot of myself. =no doubt laaa=
well i can say myself is quite insane today, I AM AN EMO PERSON. i can easily happy with one post, and easily cry for one post also * if that post was read very very deeply lah*
crazy+insane+kisiao+idiot= mental problem.

(scratching head) i guess i need to have some mental medicine d.
*walk away*

~oh btw, if non of u guys dunno wat am i talking about, nvm. but for who those noe de, if possible juz leave ur name nia. =) ~

talk like shieeet. RELEASING STRESS! ARGH.

2008-11-11T02:33:00.002+08:00

IT sounds stupid.
whenever i can get, whenever i can leave it, whatever i can receive it, whatsoever i can throw it.
DIE.
wat am i talking about???
'HE' seems like blur everytime, well that is wat i can see from him. and thats is my point also, HOw to take 'HIM' away from blur. 'HE' used to not like that one.
i wonder, why is 'HE' becoming like that? because of someone?
yanzi is always my favourite singer, especially her old song named 天黑黑 and 风筝. well i said that cuz im listening now. *DUH*
i like to make clear of everything and anything, cuz i used to make things BLUR. ok, i noe wat is my mistake last time, and i promise myself wont do that again. really.
talking nonsense again. WHAT Happen to me today? swt. bla bla bla lot d. now i think i hav problem dalam segi mental.
gosh dear, i have a stupid feeeling again. will u help me to solve it? =P
and yea i noe, this sounds reli reli reli SUper duPER STUPEED.
i know. =D
*emo again.*
ahahahahaha

wheeeeee~

2008-10-26T13:40:00.003+08:00

well then. my piano teacher finally had her wedding! =D
actually nothing much to talk about also. hahahah since i dun hav camera yesterday night. =.= wat a waste.
hmm, let see. bee him was there yesterday night, with her boyfren chang yao. =P anyway they seems ok with their relationship, nothing to worry about them. lol. but hor, they will having their stpm soon, and all will finished on 3rd of Dec. and she said: after stpm YOU HAVE TO ACCOMPANY ME NO MATTER WHAT! hahahhaha, actually i also tak sabar sabar to ask her out d. tsk tsk
well talk about her bf, also not much different. and i noe a lot of things about him also. He is my primary scool fren wert. XD but i guess he will treat bee him good de lah. tats wat i hope.
ehhh? why am i talking about them leh, my teacher is yesterday's main actress wat. XD
about her, there is lots of things to talk about her.. she is my piano teacher since standard 6 or form 1. i tot that she was kinda strict one, well i always tot every teacher is strict. so, i didnt talk much with her few years back. until bee him become her student. BEE HIM IS crazy one, and i noe this one, but i never thought tat my piano teacher also can be as crazy as her. XD she also strict sometimes la, but most of the time she is quite funny one. she even tell lotsa grandmother stories whenever having class or wat la. but all of her stories, funny yet useful. awwwww im going to miss her soon. cuz i will quit my theory T.T if my practical not pass.
and, she was gorgeous yesterday night! btw she had bought herself a wedding gown. and very cheap! walaoooo. not even need more den rm500 also. Hah all thx to bee him's suggestion. * hmm i guess she is done quite lots of research on buying herself a night gown eh? hahahah*
btw, tell u a secret, my teacher hor, she is blur with computers one. she only can type, and tats her hubby told her to do that. Ha. well i guess, i will be her special computer teacher whenever she wanna learn anything from computer . XD
she is gorgeous, she is nice, she has her has her own speciality, she is kind, she is helpful, she is good to her hubby *xD* the most important is, she is willing to forgive everyone whenever done bad to her. =)))
YESH dear sheali, thats wat i truely said from my heart, hope u REally happily ever after de worrrr. SmooooooooooooooooooooCH!

tablet drawing! =D

2008-10-05T01:48:00.004+08:00

GUYS! i finally draw sumthing with my tablet! XD
well it is kinda mafan cuz i hav to purposely go to my study room and open my desktop, to use table to draw it. well i tried to installed the software that they gave b4, but almost make terkejut on that! i cant even use tablet in my laptop at all! =.=. so i juz uninstalled it, and the laptop with the tablet seems working better without software. =.='''
watever, back to my study room. hehe. at 1st i only tot to hav a simply sketch of female body, manatau the more i sketch the more i adding details.

ta daa~~ so this is my drawing so far. hehehe
i know is kinda easy, well it is very easy, cuz i only use about 30 mins to finish this drawing~ Hah. actually i plan to hav colour one, but the half coloured one is... weird =.= i juz put it aside, save it and put into my pendrive.
and yet, when i look back to the clock, OMG, is almost 10! and i not yet bath sumore! arghhh~ watever, i juz quickly off my desktop, close all the lights, and ciaoz. =P
lalallala, my very 1st drawing on tablet! hahahahahhaha

sorry for writing those rude things.. =X

2008-09-28T17:43:00.003+08:00

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!! you noe wat, I AM ANGRY NOW!!!!!!
well i noe it is worthless to angry with sumone DOSEN'T WANT TO TALK TO YOU
BUT THIS IS THE FIRST PERSON I MET IS SUMKIND MAKE ME SO DAMM ANGRY!!!!
uhm, I KNOW him in internet, usually internet ppl are quite fun to talk about, aNYthiNG..
but this person, WHOA, I REALLY DIDNT MET THIS KIND OF PPL!! TALK WITHOUT ANY EMOTION! ISH
I REGRET WHY I KNOW HIM, HOW AM I WISH TO THAT I WONT BE KNOWING THIS JERK! EVERY ANSWER THAT HE GAVE ARE REALLY MAKE ME GOD DAMM PISSED OFF !!!! 1st strike, 2nd Strike, 3RD STRIKE and keep continue and continue and coninue..... MAYBE I AM SELFISH LA, BUT NET FRENS ARE NOT SUPPOSE TO TALK MUCH MEH?
I SUPPOSE THAT HE IS SUMKIND OF SELFISH PPL ALSO. WHO IS LOVE HIMSELF MORE AND NOT CARE ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE. I REALLY CANNOT KNOW MORE ABOUT HIM, Well he IS THE ONE who DON'T WANT TO LET ME KNOW HIM. EVEN SOME OF MY NET FRENS, I CANNOT SAY TAT I AM FULLY KNOW THEM LA, BUT ATLEAST THEY WILLING TO TELL ME ABOUT THEIR BACKGROUND LOR!
OK, HE IS BEING SELFISH. THATS ALL.
UGH, WHAT AM I TALKING ALL THIS THINGS? SHOosh!
WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

another new semester..............................

2008-09-11T22:39:00.002+08:00

this is almost the 1st week i went through my repeated subs. * feel shame of it* SIgh.
at 1st, i felt like i cant get through all these things. *tears flows like water*
but then, i saw some of my fren from my class and class 1 suddenly appear infront of my eye. waaa, they FAILED ALSO! i cant believe with my eyes! they also failed........
one of tat class 1 girl also cant believe tat i failed also. AWWWW, i also wish tat myself wont failed lar! #@%$^&*^%#$@%^
I am not blaming my lecturer la, my fault, for passing my assignment late. another BING BANG BOOM!!!
luckily my dad still let me continue my repeated subject. if not i will hang at halfway. i really dunno wat to do if my dad dun let me to CONTinue.
ok, continue the another part of my story, lets think about it. lets say my dad dun let me to continue, i will quit from toa, and my frens will dissapointed with me, even my Teacher, and i will be sent to another collage like TARC, or Dasein, or SeGi bla bla bla.... AND I DUN WANT TO BE LIKE THAT !!!!!!
wish me ba, Get the BEST result i ever can for this sem! if possible all A, A, A. XD

....nervous-ing...

2008-09-02T23:02:00.003+08:00

awww, still have few days to the result.... T^T feel so nervous now.. ish -.-
well den, my holiday still left FEW days also, ISHHHH... i really wish my holiday WILL Stay more longer than i thought, yea i can dream for tat, but when come for reality, sigh. 5 more days to go for my holiday.....................................................
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AWWWWWWWW, I STILL WORRY FOR MY RESULT ARGHHHHH!!!!!!
HOPE I CAN PASS THIS TIME!!!! MISS U ALL GUYS!!!!!! SOB.

08/08/08

2008-08-09T23:30:00.002+08:00

well well well, the olympic grand opening was held 2 days ago. AND TAT WAS AWESOMEEEEE ~~ although i juz watch for few mins only =.=''' tuck seng had told me tat sarah singing tat night, and i MISS it, cuz i went back home on 9pm. haiz. watever, i actually had a quite fun time tat day. Ha. i met my net fren back from singapore, and he is originally malaysian la. but he went singapore to trained to be a cook. COOl izzit? well he is now as a worker in Ritz Carlton, er, so far i only know tat is a 6 star hotel, a famous chinese cuisine one. even a plate of fried rice also need 20 something. Yeng~ n den wat u guys noe, i am actually TALK a lot with him, seems like old frens tat didnt saw for so many years. hahahaha. watever, ytd we did alot of things, having lunch/hightea, go back together (by ktm, special add on with pushing and squeezing), listening music together in ktm. Ha. AND, i saw something while im having hightea. *DEMMIT* luckily both of us paid the money and prepare to move on. and then right, we suppose to go back by one specific bus, and we did that. but the point is, tat bus driver went to USJ. =.= ARGH. n den i kena marah pula. so we juz run out from tat bus, call taxi. well, THAt was the 1st time i sit taxi. XD. but the chargessss so expensive lar, a short distance NEED RM 6 sth??!!! ish~ but he paid all without moaning. geng la he. if it was my turn to pay, i sure talk a lot one. lol.
phew, when i "FInally" reach kepong sentral, i juz realise tat..... my mom not yet come. swt. sure nervous la, cuz i didnt bring my phone sumore. n den i wait n wait n WAIT,and here she comes..... n i can sleep till i reach my home.
08/08/08, i can say is a quite a nice day for me. ahahahha. but too bad, i didnt take pictures. swt.

Sorry. and Thank you.

2008-08-03T00:08:00.002+08:00

SIGH~ I AM totally like an idiot. =.=
i dun wan mention so many, i dun wan those ppl sad.
I Am Really Sorry.
but thanks for being a friend so far.
Really, Thank you and Sorry.

new blogger arrive!

2008-07-24T15:06:00.000+08:00

Hi guys~ i finally opened a new blog.. so, welcome to everyone who visit my blog ooo ^^
anyway i opened this blog. *after i struggled to make decision between tis blog and other few blog place*
after i had struggle for so long time, and finally almost my finals HAD BEEN passed up. few things to worry about. :D
oh oh, btw, tell u wat, My car had brought to the service place there to claim back what had been dirosakan by the last accident.. =.= nvm, i tot i will take my car on few days later, manatau tat uncle says, 'You better to be prepared, cuz ur car will stay here at least one week, cuz we need the adjuster to adjust the things what u can claim from tat accident.' all i can do on tat time is, WHAT? SO LONG AR? T.T and then the officer tat in charge of my car also tell my mom about the procedure to take back the claim and all those, many till i can faint d.

Sigh, malang memang tidak berbau. better becareful, be alert anytime anywhere. cuz if u didnt crash on others, OTHers will 'kiss' you also.